April 2013
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[[MORE]] I started back again. I don’t think anyone’s noticed. I feel like someone who just blends in with the wall so no one ever wants to talk to me.  I just feel so lonely. I love Nick so much, but I feel like he’s the only friend I have right now.  And he’s 8 hours away. 
Apr 23rd
July 2012
2 posts
[[MORE]] cutting feels
Jul 26th
back in action holla~~~
Jul 11th
June 2012
2 posts
Anonymous asked: What was about a month ago?
Jun 7th
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[[MORE]] I don’t like the pain that comes with cutting, I like seeing the blood afterwards. Mostly I’ve stopped, but there are days where my scars seem to beg and scream at me to cut over them. I’m not sure if they want the pain, the feeling of the slicing, but I like seeing the blood.  Someone made one of those silly posts, like the ones of words on paint chips, that I...
Jun 7th
May 2012
6 posts
Listentoday’s been a bit of an emotional roller...
May 31st
[[MORE]] it was going to be about a month today. I’m sorry
May 22nd
1 tag
overly out-there
I really want to show up at your house crying to show you what you’ve done. Maybe then you would care about how much you messed up.  I don’t understand how you managed to fuck up my life so many times. You told me that you wanted to marry me while we were dating, but what happened?  How is it that you can screw up my life so many times, and watch me cry, and watch me cut, and watch...
May 13th
shit I feel like cutting again.
May 9th
AHH IM IN THIS STUPID FUNK GET ME OUT
May 9th
May 9th
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April 2012
15 posts
well yesterday was interesting.
Apr 27th
5 tags
So today I wore my standard tank top [with a light jacket] and short-shorts. Randomly during the middle of the play, Alex asks someone “Is there a particular reason Liza dressed like a skank today?” Which, wouldn’t bother me much if it was someone else. But can I tell you that I’ve worn this outfit several other times and it has never been a “skank outfit”...
Apr 20th
[[MORE]] I guess I want pity, but I really just want to stop feeling ridiculous.
Apr 15th
[[MORE]] It’s been a long time since I’ve had these three chat boxes open at the same time. It’s a good feeling. 
Apr 15th
[[MORE]] now bleed bitch bleed bleeeeeeeeed!
Apr 15th
tired
Apr 14th
Apr 14th
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Apr 14th
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[[MORE]] nothing left. why should i care?
Apr 12th
[[MORE]] I gave him back all of everything that reminded me of him. I probably shouldn’t have because I probably knew I would want it back one day so I could remember it by. But why does it hurt so bad to know that he just got rid of it all? Especially of the bunny. That was everything, and now he’s gone.
Apr 11th
Apr 11th
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[[MORE]] I want something to hurt so I don’t feel like I’m crazy
Apr 11th
vitamin—d: i’m going to sleep wake me up when the 2013 drag show comes and then let me go to sleep again and then wake me up to get in the car to go to college 
Apr 11th
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Apr 10th
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[[MORE]] secret blog secret blog
Apr 10th