[[MORE]] I started back again. I don’t think anyone’s noticed. I feel like someone who just blends in with the wall so no one ever wants to talk to me. I just feel so lonely. I love Nick so much, but I feel like he’s the only friend I have right now. And he’s 8 hours away.
[[MORE]] cutting feels
back in action holla~~~
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[[MORE]] I don’t like the pain that comes with cutting, I like seeing the blood afterwards. Mostly I’ve stopped, but there are days where my scars seem to beg and scream at me to cut over them. I’m not sure if they want the pain, the feeling of the slicing, but I like seeing the blood. Someone made one of those silly posts, like the ones of words on paint chips, that I...
today’s been a bit of an emotional roller...
[[MORE]] it was going to be about a month today. I’m sorry
I really want to show up at your house crying to show you what you’ve done. Maybe then you would care about how much you messed up. I don’t understand how you managed to fuck up my life so many times. You told me that you wanted to marry me while we were dating, but what happened? How is it that you can screw up my life so many times, and watch me cry, and watch me cut, and watch...
shit I feel like cutting again.
AHH IM IN THIS STUPID FUNK GET ME OUT
well yesterday was interesting.
So today I wore my standard tank top [with a light jacket] and short-shorts. Randomly during the middle of the play, Alex asks someone “Is there a particular reason Liza dressed like a skank today?” Which, wouldn’t bother me much if it was someone else. But can I tell you that I’ve worn this outfit several other times and it has never been a “skank outfit”...
[[MORE]] I guess I want pity, but I really just want to stop feeling ridiculous.
[[MORE]] It’s been a long time since I’ve had these three chat boxes open at the same time. It’s a good feeling.
[[MORE]] now bleed bitch bleed bleeeeeeeeed!
[[MORE]] nothing left. why should i care?
[[MORE]] I gave him back all of everything that reminded me of him. I probably shouldn’t have because I probably knew I would want it back one day so I could remember it by. But why does it hurt so bad to know that he just got rid of it all? Especially of the bunny. That was everything, and now he’s gone.
[[MORE]] I want something to hurt so I don’t feel like I’m crazy
vitamin—d: i’m going to sleep wake me up when the 2013 drag show comes and then let me go to sleep again and then wake me up to get in the car to go to college
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